Happiness

"Still others think that there are happy people who effortlessly maintain their sunny outlook no matter what happens" -Ms. Delahanty
I believe these kind of people are me. No one could look at me and tell I lost my brother (R.I.P Ivol), my fathers never round, my mom and i share our ups and downs. No ones here to ever listen to my story or hardship I've gone through to get where I'm at this isn't at all the worst I've seen but if i told you, you'd probably never understand so I keep "happiness" around until I truly find the meaning. I guess my smiles so bright that everyone can see it; but not me.

I Feel like I'm at the peak in my life where making accomplishments are everything. I'm only 17 years old and i feel like I've accomplished so much mentally& physically. Accomplishments mean a lot to me it means making my mom and my whole family proud. i hate lowering my standards when i know i can do great things I want to go to Boston College graduating high school will be my biggest accomplishment yet, i could go to a community college but i need to further my horizons. I want to grow up and be financially stable, being the first female on my high schools football team gave me courage to do a lot of things. Middle school is where most of my accomplishments started. School wasnt always the best thing for me I remember there wasn't a of my life that I wanted to attend school but I always kept pushing school would be such a better place if we had our ideal kind of teachers, my ideal teacher would be a female

25 Things You Don't Know About Me

1. I am a complete fiend for red nail polish.
2. My bestfriend is white.
3. When I ever decide to have kids, I am going to name my daughter Brooklyn& my son Chase or Kyle.
4. I make a wish at 11:11
5. I may come off as a jerk, but I'm actually really sensative.
6. When my room is unorganized I find things better.
7. I personally hate when people eat twizzlers around me.
8. I have a Hannah Montana bed spread.
9. I flirt til' it hurts.
10. If I didnt believe in anything else, I will always believe money can never = to love.
11. I usually move every 2 years.
12. I've been going to therapy since I was about 6 or 7.
13. Music is my legit escape from the world.
14. My biggest belief after god is money can never equal to hapiness.
15. I live for wearing flip flops in any weather.
16. My favorite song of all time is Juicy by Notorious Big.
17. I could watch the movie "Last song" over& over.
18. I sleep with a teddy bear.
19. I know ever single word to the song Juicy by Notorious BIG
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